Friendship

Distance takes everything away

It’s just useless to fight, it is a big bust

It’s inevitable, only your shadow will remain

All you knew suddenly become memories in the dust

And for a tiny moment, it all flashes

Then you open your eyes, it's all ashes

Nothing is warm anymore, everything’s cold

Just like me, memories are getting old

So no time neither strength to waste

To waste reminding others of my mere existence

I've tried to find you, but no trace

I have had said hello too many times without response

Go ahead call me childish for being honest

For wanting to preserve this friendship

The one we used to have and now can’t keep

Your choice not mine, to leave the friends nest

The next time you’ll hear my voice, it’ll echo

I’ll be far away, waving a cold goodbye

All these attitudes may hurt my ego

But won't stop me from spreading my wings and fly.

Teimosia

"Este meu teimoso coração
Luta pelo seu intemporal amor
Ignorando a sábia razão
Aguentando a incessante dor"

Same Blood

Your blood runs through my veins
And I swear sometimes it's painful
Your wishes are in command, it's reigns
Damn you make me smile, but you're also so hurtful

Your words hit me and shatter each cell
If only you knew how much you kill inside of me
If only you knew that sometimes you make my life a hell
But you don't know, you just can't see
These deep scars I own, made by you in me

You were supposed to keep me warm
Instead you made me so cold
You were supposed to keep me away from harm
Instead your love was kept on hold

How am I suppose to believe in myself?
You stripped away all the faith in myself from me
Everytime I dared to dream
You came and cut my wings

You didn't even noticed when I used to bleed
And each time the cut got deeper and deeper
You should have been my keeper
Give me love, understand me, that's all I need

But that was in the past
Now I just accumulate the ice
So everytime you go and blast
I just don't play nice

I won't just listen and shut up
I scream at you all the damage you have done
Because I'm tired and fed up
Get ready, one of these days I'll be alive and gone.

A not happy end's picture

Bits and Pieces 2

Bits and Pieces 2

Bits and Pieces

Bits and Pieces

Flashes

Their eyes cross each other
In seconds there are flashes of a life together
Suddenly what was gray gains a new color
Suddenly it feels like summer

Who is she? Who is he?
Do they know it's not meant to be?
Or do they just pretend not to see?
Can they one day break free?

Maybe fairytales don't need a happy end
To be a perfect and intense love story
She was just his best friend
And became his story with so much glory

I stand here shattered in pieces
Thinking about what it could have been
There are million reasons
Not to let you get under my skin

This love should be dead
But it's killing me instead
Does my blood still red?
Is it all in my head?

So many times I have been told
that this story it's getting old
Do they think I like to be here out in the cold?
This love has put me in on hold

I cry in the rain
So that no one sees my pain
Looking at it now
I knew you would bring me down.