And here I am, thinking about you and all comes to mind as a movie playing in my head!
I entered a war that I knew it was lost from the start but even so I tried, in my silence,to read between the lines, that were in blank.
How stupid was I for thinking time would go back to when we were on the same heartbeat, how fool I was hoping to gain your heart again, how innocent I was for thinking we could start over again but now I finally see the cruel and naked truth...
My time has passed by, I let you go years ago, I was so young and blind to see what I was leaving behind, I was too blind to see you were the one, and now I stand here alone with my heart aching, squeezing and twisting my heart and soul because of a bad decision.
It was a hard decision back then, damn you don't know how many tears I cried, so many times I saw pictures of you with a heavy heart, how many times I wanted to go back to that defining moment so I could say I love you, but I was too late, I've hurt you, I've hurt us.
You asked me after all these years Why did you feed this feeling along the years? I didn't feed, I lived my life the best way I could, I loved, I suffered, I gave my heart, but you were always there, hidden in my heart and thoughts in a way I couldn't controlled.
Damn if this isn't real love, then what the fuck is real love?! All the different paths I took brought me to you, and if ain't to stay with you then damn life have a very twisted way to torture me and make me pay for the mistakes!
Now that i finally told you about how I feel, I scare of losing you and that my words drift us away and bring distance us, but I had to say, you had to know how I feel, but I keep my promises, I won't fight for you, I'll fight for our friendship the most important to me.
