Three not two

Oh, let me laugh out loud
You told me to forget our affair
Tell our story wasn't allowed
Is this suppose to be fair
When I know you're lying
I know you're cheating again
Ups! It doesn't get tiring
For you to swallow the pain
I mean, why keep faking
To be someone you are not?
Tell I am mistaking?
This seems like a damn plot
And here I am in the audience
And there you are playing
And becoming more obvious
Damn, stop swaying
Make up your damn mind
Leave her or remain loyal
I left our history behind
So don't see this as being disloyal
Cuz it's not, it's being true
I tried to clear things out between us
Not to get back, that I  wouldn't do
It wasn't needed to make a fuss
But you did, don't know why
All I've wanted was being a friend
Regret it's evident on your reply
What happened It's not to mend
What happened was a mistake for you
You told me not to tell anyone about you and me
You were cold and mad when the subject was brought to
You don't want anyone to know that once we were three
But you definitely must have the nerves
To imply we were a mistake
And yet there you are without reserves
Trying to make a new mistake
You are such a farce
Lying and collecting hearts
When all you want It's just one
Just please remember pain cannot be undone
So be careful with what you do
Are you having a déjà vu?
I am and I see the secrets and pain
And you are the only one to gain
Be true and be yourself
Break free from who you are with
And love as love itself.

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One day and Now

I want to believe
That one day
I'll feel a relief 
Cuz everything will be okay
One day, in another lifetime
I'll no longer be a pastime
In some other life 
You and I will be together
No more strife
Just a happily after
And the pain carried today
It will be a shadow of gray
But for now I must deal with the pain
Of a love that is painfully insane 
A love that just doesn't go away
Thy sorrow can I not portray
That's the least I can say about mine
Do you remember? My eyes used to shine
Now they are just bleary
They tell how much I am weary 
But one day somehow
I'll be damn happy, but not for now
Now I will live life
Until the day I'll be a star in the sky.

Heart Is a Prisoner

What kind of spell you put me on?
I’ve been trying to let you go
But somehow it’s seems impossible
Is this love so unsolvable?
Do you remember our story?
Those were our days of glory
Damn we were so in love
But we thought our feelings were turned off
Until things came to an end
Then we had something to mend
Damn, after 7 seven years 
Our love in fond memories appears
And suddenly I can feel the tears
Showing me all my fears
God, I am so scare not being able to move on
I only wished this was gone
Cuz having you again it’s inconceivable
And having you out of my life is intolerable
I need to see you smile
And then everything is worthwhile
Even this prison I am in
Is bearable due to your friendship
This love made my heart a prisoner
For that I am a criminal
I won’t be a winner 
Not this time, not in this picture
But it’s okay, you are my friend
That’s worth to defend 
I’ll fight not to lose it,
Although I have to admit
I still dream about you and me 
I know that’s not to meant to be
This a story of two people 
One living in freedom
The other in a prison called heart
And in criminal court
She was sentenced to love and to be unloved,
It’s time to become a fugitive 
Cuz this love is so punitive, 
When people say love is a beauty,
They’re so fucking wrong,
Or maybe we don’t listen up the same song,
I think it’s time to learn how to dance
The song you listen and find the balance
Between love and pain
And stop the tears to drain.